typing.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Dear diary,

Nobody knows how to appreciate my love.

Im saying this and isn't it true.

Look i really love my boiifriend.

Trust him everything he told me.

Am i not good enough for him?

Each pieces of my heart break.

I feel like im totally a loser and a useless girl in this earth.

Can't get through the phone call.

Im worried.

Why won't anyone notice im here?

I miss him with every pieces of my heart.

Does i need to knock on his door,

and say " What's wrong dear?".

I've been trying to be as good as i can.

Im just writting this to make my heart feel better.

But i guess,

im not okay.

I just can't get this sorrow feeling out of my heart.

Everytime i cried even today.

Early in the morning cried.

But i guess no point crying right?

I just want my Fadli to know that i really love him.

Nobody can replace him in future.

I swear that my heart is only for him.

I'll let my life suffer just to be with him.

Only Fadli.

I felt this feeling like this for the second time.

And i know the person know who he is.

And now im here declare that i really love Fadli with the fullest of my heart.

And that's true.

Never lied with my own feeling.

Its easy to like or love people.

But when you get what you want,

its hard to let him go.

I won't never let him go.

Never.

Why won't anyone know how i feel now?

Im crying trying to find a way to get through Fadli.

I just can't live without him.

I just can't.

I need him.

Fadli.

Only him.

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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