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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Dear diary,

Swear today was a really great day.

But end up, tears just roll down my cheecks.

Firstly im happy like a girl with a cheerful life.

Waited for mummy at the 'KFC' to treat her a meal.

When to buy my hair dyed and cardigon.

God,that cardigon is really costly.

Did brought a black one.

When home around 4 plus PM.

Reach home straight away online.

Chatting as usual.

And im totally glad that Hakim and me is now okay.

Not even fighting.

Bestiest we will be and thats forever.

God, tears started to roll down on 7.20PM.

Started to look at friendster and saw this thing which i shouldn't.

God im not jealous okays!

Im just scared to lose a real loveble Boiifriend.

His like everything for me.

And now i just can't stop crying.

Thought of running away, but it won't help a broken heart.

I know they are just bestfriends.

And yes i don't mind.

Im just super scared.

Scared of losing him.

How i wish one day i would just die.

But it won't be that way.

God hate people who want to die.

So i just need to bare with everything in this world.

And you guys,

can you give me the courage to live?.

I just want happiness and that's it.

Okay i just can't stop crying now.

I used about one packet of tissue.

"God, please tell Fadli to be with me everytime loving me and don't ever let me go".

And i always pray for the safety of Fadli.

I just can't bare to lose him.

Really.

I can't.

Even a moment.

Toodles~

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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