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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Dear diary,

"kiss me until death seperate us." This was suppose to be my line for Fadli.

But then again, i guess its for noone.

Forget about it aites.

okay i've been looking at some photos which i download.

This two hotties are my favourite.

Damn their fucking cute.

TAADAAAA!

GERAD AND MICKEY.
I told you, their cute.
I like both of them. Cute like teddy bear. ouuhhhhhhhhh MCR can i hugg you?
heeeheeeee.
MY SUPERHEROES.

and speaking of SUPERHEROES.

It remembers me about the story HEROES and my ex Fadli.

Okay that story heroes i miss alot of their scenes.

GOD DAMN-mit. how can i even know the show like this?

Better to buy the CDs right? Watch at home and FOCUS.

i say FOCUS bitch.

And it seems that Fadli use to be my superhero.

and again why am i talking about him?

yeah i know CRAP.

but i miss him.

CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP.

but i've been wondering why do some peoples could get along with their ex, why can't me right?

i just wish i and Fadli could talk like we use to.

i hate him when he hates me fucking alot.

That what i hate the most.

Yesterday could not fucking sleep plus i was sick.

i tell you with that sore throat and that fever make me emo-shit.

while i was listening to a music, i wrote something in my fullscap.

3 paper was use.

And its all about Fadli.

after that notes, i kept it in my box where i kept the tickets.

Maybe you guys maybe wondering what ticket im fucking talking about.

A ticket which he treat me to a movie.

I keep it really well.

When i look at it, i remember the day we had, the precious moment.

and i have talk to him about a teddy bear at myyearbook.

he gave me a white teddy bear.

and i call him to say thanks and said that teddy was cute.

And he say,"you blng me teddy ape tk cute?" translate, you tell me which teddy bear is not cute?

And i say,"tkder. semua cuuteee." translate, none. everything is cuutee.

and he say,"tau tkpe." translate, know nevermind.

still remember the lines and still remember his voice.

but im really sad to remember all those shit.

because he does not even care anything.

and he hates me.

what for if i keep on remembering those things?

but really i can't forget about it.

i know, i know crap-ness.

but hey, im the one who feel it not you.

i know how it feels.

it really hurts okay.

and i still love fucking alot of him.

how to forget him?

funny iszit fuckers?

damn i hate it when my mood swings.

"i'll try to forget you. But im still waiting for you to come back."

toodles~

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
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