Thursday, December 20, 2007
Dear diary,
yesterday was a terrible day for me.
as me and fadli are no longer together.
we can't continue if we keep on fighting and he don't care about me abit.
not even a little bit.
sorry for this situation but i have to let him go.
and juliyana, take goood care of fadli for me.
you to zanna.
take care of fadli.
i let you guys handle him.
as i cried infront of mother about this.
mother told me not to be stupid and be strong.
she told me not to show the weakness to boys.
i tried to be strong but i can't.
i told mother that i still love fadli and she say, "yes mother knows how you feel. this is how relationship are. you have to be strong."
brother even give me support by telling me, if that guy does not care about you just break him and no point of being together with him.
mother told brother to give me alot of support as i am the pampered child.
brother tried to make me laugh by doing so many kind of jokes.
Thanks you guys for supporting me and giving me advices.
iloveyou family.
loving was just a game. but i still love you, FADLI.