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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Dear diary,

Okay its been two days i feel so the like, fuck up.
Its not like i don't want to keep it low profile.
Its like sometimes i also want someone to talk too like the rest.
I feel like totally useless and like a wall.

I feel like a doll.
Im not insulting you or what.
I know you have problems.
Me too.
But sometimes, i just don't know.

And today, i call you and i make a attitude right?
I know how fuck i can be.
Its not i attitude or what uhs.
Just that i don't know whats wrong.
My emotions are really mixed up, thick and soo fuck up.
Sometimes i can really be a understanding one but sometimes i can't.

Okay i admit, im jealous okay.
It just make me sick.
SICK SICK SICK.

I just can't control my anger and sadness.
OUHH FUCK WHY IS THIS FUCKING DAMN HAPPENING THIS WAY?

I've been wishing that it would go well but i was soo wrong.

wrong.

wrong.

Im soo like fuck up.

sorry.

sorry.

You can have a bestiest girl i don't mind because i have mine.
And we know that from the begining right?
And i know you know who.
Its better for you to solve your friends problems then solving our problems.
You should catch your friends falling better than me falling.
You should not catch me because i get sick to easily.
Im just a burden.
A really big one.
You should talk to your friends.
I don't mind if you don't talk to me.
Because im just a piece of shit.

toodles~

"im sad, your stress of me. i know i fuck."

"floorbal ahoii!"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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