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Thursday, January 31, 2008

Dear diary,

I miss my facilitors for my 3B.
Gerald, Ivan and Jasmine.

And seriously i've become more mature an a little adult now.
How the camp change me in life.
I love it.
I love them really much because they thought me alot.

WEDNESDAY. ( 1st DAY OF CAMP )

Arrival.
Thought the place was like an old stupid school but it turn up to be soo beautiful.
HAHAHA!
The facilitors was fun, i love them.
First day i say frankly its boring.
But at night its fun because we get to sleep with our girlfriends.

THURSDAY. ( 2nd DAY OF CAMP )

Breakfast was like shit.
SERIOUSLY.

ARGHH AND I HATE ANDREW.
AND THE EXPRESS TEACHER.
ONE TEACHER FROM EXPRESS CLASS LIKE GAY UHS.
SCOLD NA AND NT ONLY.
FUCK YOU LARR TEACHER.
NEVER CHANGE CLOTHES, STILL TALK MANY2.
THEN THE EXPRESS CLASS TAKE WATER YOU SHUT UP, CLOSE ONE EYE ONLY.
IF WE NA AND NT YOU SCOLD LIKE MOTHER FUCKER.
CIBBAI LARR YOU.
BIG FUCKER.
MAKE US ALL LOSE APPETIATE.
KANINABEH.
I SEE YOU AROUND IM GOING TO GIVE YOU A FACE TO YOU.
THAT YOU WILL HATE IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE I TELL YOU.

AND YOU ANDREW.
YOU FUCKER.
DON'T KNOW MALAY RELIGON THEN DON'T SAY UH.
WE NEED TO PRAY 5 TIMES WHAT AND YOU SHOUT AT THEM.
TELL THAT THEY ARE LATE.
WHAT'S THIS.
I TELL YOU OKAY IF THE MALAY TEACHERS DON'T WANT TO BACK UP.
WE MALAYS ALL ARE FURIOUSLY MAD WITH YOU.
YOU KNOW THAT.
COME ON LARRS YOU DON'T ASK AND YOU ALWAYS SCOLD.
AND LET THEM OUTSIDE WAIT LIKE A PIG.
FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
ARGGGHH.
THEN YOU WANT TO SHOUT SOMEMORE.
IDIOT FREAK YOU BASTARD PIG PIG.
WAHLIOW EHS YOU SIBEH SIAN UHS.
CANINACANINA.

Did all of the challenge and i cry when im going down the abseling.
I can go up but i can't go down from the top.
Don't ask why.
I just don't want to ellaborate more about this.

And arggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh!
You, ex! You give me a face sia.
What you think im not sad is it?
I cry you know.
What sia.

Camp fire was totally a blast.
I love it when all the facilators do their cheers.
ALAKATINGGI!
Woohooooo.
After that all throat pain like shit.
HAHAHA!
Had supper and we have to serve them again like fuck fuck.
HAHAHAHAHHA!

We shower-ed then i and Ernie had to do the toilet cleaning.
I replace Farhana because she was tired.
But hey the toilet for us was sway.
The toilet choke then all the shit started coming out.
What the fuck!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I know who read this can imagine how it is like.
DISGUSTING!
Yes it is larr.
THINK WHAT??!!

And i respect Ernie for doing the toilet that was choke.
Poking it and doing things which will make it not choke.

Then waited for Ernie to shower and when of to our bank and sleep.

FRIDAY. ( THE LAST DAY OF CAMP )

Morning make us angry already.
Ouuhh i just don't want to talk about it.
Area cleaning was okay i guess, we girls from 3B go boys room and clean.
HAHAHAHA!
Found something that i just don't want to share it to you guys.
HAHAHAHHA!

Before all of us 3B go home.
I hug my Jamine, shack hands with Gerald and Ivan.
All of us hug and cry.
But i did not cry when i hug them only when the bus started to move i cry.
And say to stop the bus.
I miss them alot.

THE END.

Like short story like that.
Now i feel tired.
And i just want to rest soo byebye goodnight.

"You know that im getting to notice that you hate me. Well congrats because you hate me and do some faces to me. I'll take it. And i don't know what to say. I thought the camp i had time to talk to you. But when i look at you, you make face and your smile is totally fake. I thought every night i could hug you but i was wrong. We are just ex and not more. It hurts sometimes but i have to endure it. If you want to hate me just go. Because it will just remind me of Fadli who have hate me and treat me as his enemy. Well i appreaciate being like this. Because you guys like to hurt me. Just hurt me uhs. Die more better."

"life has the ups and downs."

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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