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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Dear diary,

I was not suppose to burst out of tears so hard after recess.
But i could not bare it.
But i was too sensitive about it.
Look, why do my exs does not care for me like my friends does?
Even Hamka his twin care for me.
Shout out my name infront of his friend and not being embarrased to have a friend like me.
But you are different, eventhough you are there alone you don't have the guts to say hi.
Why are you too scared of people noticing it?
Why can Hamka shout out my name and you can't?
You just smile and turn back quickly?

And when one of my friend walk pass you, you dare larr call her.
Hey im not blaming my friends but im blaming you.
All my bloody fingers are pointing at you now.
And its not Hasanah FAULT.
Your such a BITCH boyfriend.

And i just want to apologies to Mr Khan for not replying what you ask.
Im such a fool.
But im really sorry.

And thanks to, Fatimah, Effa, Ain, Amirah, Rozzana and Herman for hugging me.
And all thanks to my class for giving me advice and making me happy.

Thanks to Amirah, Nabila, Rifqi and Hady for making me laugh.

This was not my day.
Really it wasn't.

And maybe Famhi was right.
His a poser and he can pose to another girl which means play-timer.
All of this now make sense.

Maybe Fahmi have knock the sense out of me.
If he can do that to his ex why not me?
Right?

I just hope that the past won't repeat again.
It really hurts.
If i knew its going to happen, i won't have love him that deeply.

"all of this was wrong"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
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Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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