Friday, March 7, 2008
Dear diary,
Sorry but i can't go for my 200metre final today.I am still sick.Have no energy to run with full strength plus my medicine are too strong, all i did was sleep.But i think its better i did not go to school so i do not need to cry no more.And its the begining of the March holidays and still i will go for my floorball training.I love my CCA.I miss him but yet my heart still hurts.How i wish god could hear all my cries about you.Hoping you could change and be mine forever.To Hakim:Your the greatest friend and boyfriend eventhough you are not honest yet i still love you.
I don't know why my love is still strong for you.
I remember, every time when i look at your face i smile.
Nobody can make me feel like that.
You make me laugh with all those crap.
I am always happy when you there.
Really happy.
But why can't you be honest.
Stop lying to girls.
Stop every lies.
It really hurts when you told lies.
But seriously i miss you.
I hope you could change and be mine again.
Must i call you and apologise?
Am i really the wrong one?
Im tired to cry all over again.
It really feels empty when your not here with me.
Talking to me, hugging me.
I miss everything about you.
Even your face.
Can you just told me the truth what you want.
Can you come back to me once again?
Love,
Hafizah
"located in a place which is so gone without you"