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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Dear diary,

Today damn sians. Waaaaah~ wake up in the morning, clean my room. Vacuum here and there.
Until now i have not showered. What eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee??!!
You guys think i like is it being like this?
Sunday sucks my entire day. FUCK SUNDAY.

And so what if i am jealous yesterday night?
I admit soo?

The full truth story is, yes i cared about you but im sorry i don't love you like so much.
Because your just my ex. Last 2 years ex.
Well, i say this its because i still love my ex who really broke my heart into pieces.

Hmmmmm, maybe someone who broke our heart is the one who we love the most.
Okay this post is about the truth.
Im going to explain why i did not call.

Mummy knows that i've been hurt with a boy name, Fadli.
And now the security in this house for me is damn tight.
Mummy don't let me hang on the phone no more.
And yes, it stink like shit.
DAMN!
Mummy is really curios about me and Fadli.
Well, look mummy cares about me.
She does not want me to be hurt nomore.
Plus Hakim did the same.
And mummy give up.
Mummy won't change her mind when she makes her decission.
Im sorry..
And now, i made my decission.
I don't want boyfriend because its totally dead for me now.
Love is totally a history for me.
I just want to be friends with and not lovers.
So don't be mistaken.

Plus, i still craving for Fadli back.
And yes, i love my ex but not as much as i love Fadli.

It seem easy for you guys, but my life is hard.
If you guys don't understand then don't bother talking to me or even care.

FULLSTOP.
FUCK SHIT.

"my world is gone for now"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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