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Thursday, March 6, 2008

Dear diary,

Today, i did not went to school due to my fever, flu and cough which is turning from bad to worse.
Went to the doctor and the doctor told me it was a flu infection, not serious i guess.

Guess sitting alone at the house shaking legs are boring.
I use to do things at this time but this time, i'm just plain lazy.
My body are too heavy to do things and my foot are too lazy to walk.

Nothing to do is really boring and its just so irritating coughing like fuck.
And its damn sad when i can't even go to sport heats on Friday.
I can't cheer for my friends.
Fuck right?
All i have to do is stay at home and rest like shit.

Now i've heard the true story about Hakim.
And now i guess i know who is the real him.
I guess he was not for me.
All were lies.
Soo don't deny it that you did not even lied to me, even once.
Im soo fuck up did you know that?
Hearing all those painful story.
All i did was loving you and this is what i get?
You told lies about me to people.
What will you get of doing that?
It hurts.

Damn.
Your not the nice guy that i once know.
Your the beast of all monster.
You use your sweet talks to attract girls and told people that they are like bitches?

I give you all of my heart and you broke it into pieces.
Really really small.
I cannot even consetrate on my friends when your there.
All i did was cried.
I tried my best to stop but i just got dissapointed and cry.

If you were to ask me whether i still love you or not.
The answer is yes.
If can, i want you back.
Because the tiny pieces of my heart, there is your name on it.
Tried erasing it just won't work.
I can't lie with my ownself do i.

If only you are honest enough..
We would have been the greatest couple on the earth.
Be more than the stars or moon.

I'll be waiting for your calls.
Your messages.
Your honesty.
Your love.
Your hug.
Your kiss.
And YOU.

You are the rythem of my heart beat.

"i'll wait"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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