typing.

Monday, April 28, 2008

Dear diary,

Relationship is not soo stable this days.
Okay, baby.
If i have been too emotional im really soo sorry.

Our relationship has been soo down this days.
How i wish, i could take a medicine to heal every part of your heart.
All those wounds.

Trying to keep it balance but its soo hard.
Emotions runs through my veins.
Glass tear my heart.
Punching makes my heart ache.
Rubbing my eyes makes it itchy and cries.

I don't care if i have sore eyes or heartache.
All i want is our relationship and you are okay.
Not just an ordinary okay.
But as okay as ever.
Okay which i and you could never get once in a life times.
I want it to be a memorible one.
Not a ugly one.

I apologise for everything.
It seems that this week is really not our week baby.
It is soo down that we both have to fight.

I apologise if i have been a hard-headed one.
I apologise if i have say anything wrong or anything which hurts your heart.
I apologise if i have not understanding you this week.
I apologise if i am the one who created all of this shits.
I apologise for not making you happy.
I APOLOGISE.

I should never make you angry again.
Again and all over again.

I don't care if i have to cry my lungs out.
I don't care if i don't eat.
I don't care if people say im stupid.
I don't care if im sick.
I don't care if i fall and nobody catches me.
The main thing is that your okay.

I feel guilty.
Really i do.
You don't have to apologise.
Im in the wrong and i have to say it.

I don't mind if you didn't message me one whole day.
Because i know, your mad at me.

One quote that i always know is, "when you start loving someone. You will love him/her forever."

"the possible thing is just to say im sorry"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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