typing.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Dear diary,

A minute, to cheer me up.
A hour, to make me suffer.

To you, Baby boy♥:

I didn't know that loving you could hurt myself deeply. But can i give you another chance this time?
Another chance to convince me that you have changed and only love me?
Is it true that you only love me and not others?
Everyday, i would think hard before i went off to school.
Do i want to bump into you?
Do i really want to meet you?
There's no point of meeting you if my heart still hurts.
There's no point of me looking at you when my heart is still telling me that i just can't understand you.
I tried my very best to understand you but why can't you do the same?
Everytime, its hurts me.
Am i a good girlfriend for you?

You don't know what i had been doing in the examination hall.
Behind your back i kept on looking at you and asking myself, "what am i doing right now, is it right?"
I try to force myself to believe you.
Every single word.
Every single promises.
I hope that this relationship would move on and last long.
But it really hurts my own self.
You had fun out there while im sitting here,
cracking and asking what have i done wrong.

You went out without telling me where are you heading to.
Must i call you and ask you every single detail where are you heading to?
I guess i don't have to right?
You are big enough for all that responsibility.
I try not to control you but all i ended up was you having fun by your own.
Left me out.
Sometimes i feel that, who am i to you?
A friend or someone which you cherish to internity?
I don't like to elaborate on this problem about you and me to my friends anymore.
But sometimes i just can't control my emotions.
I thought you could be the greatest man in my life.
But i was wrong.
I still need to understand you more on your friendship life.

Only one day turns out to be fine.
But the rest had been one ass.

I apologise for making you sick about my post or feel insulted.
I am just expressing my own feelings and not others.

Hafizah♥

Thanks Amirah for spending your time with me today.
Thanks for teaching me maths.
I appreciate it a lot and also you, love.

And to you, ex.
Thanks for making my day shine.

~~HISTORY PAPER~~

"do you really love me or just love"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
ITE Mac Pherson.

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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

~~tune in~~

Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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