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Saturday, May 10, 2008

Dear diary,

Take your time.
Take every hour, minute or even a second on her.
But don't regret.
Don't cry when things turns out bad.
Because i would not like to hear them.
Your whining.
Your crying.
Your voice when all come's to an end.
When you and her end.
I'll be here, saying that's ok.
Don't cry because its no use to cry on a split milk.
No use to regret.
You want her soo badly.
You want her to be close to you.

I give you a chance.
But when it ends between you and her.
Don't turn to me and cry.
You hurt me a million zillion times already.
Soo its time for me to see how hurt you can be.

It hurts more than jumping down from the 20th floor.
It hurts more than you've been hit by a truck.
It hurts more than cutting yourself to pieces.
It hurts more than people hitting you with a steel hammer.
It hurts more than anything you could feel.

That's how hurt i am actually.
But i kept quiet and move on.
I stay strong for a reason.
To keep this relationship going on.
To make more hopes.
To build more empires.

But, im wrong.
You want her.
The decision depends on you, yourself.
But, i try my very best to pull you away from her.
But, if you flick and move to her.
I'll haunt you down with a knife.
I swear.

Its between me and her.
Soo choose well boyfriend.

I end all of my bestest friendship with all of my boy friends just for you.
I don't want you to get hurt on such a small thing.
But, in the end.
What did i get in return.
Heart-ache.

You don't know what to give me.
And i told you, that i only want your LOVE and not more.
I guess putting a lot of hopes on you is just soo sickening.
What ever it is.
I'll let you think deeply.
And reflect.
And think about how i feel.

Because you just don't seem to understand.

"im freaking out of words with you"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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