Friday, July 25, 2008
Dear diary,
Currently on MC for today, which is totally a loser.
No floorball training.
Grrrrrrrr~ Can i say, "i just hate it when im SICK!"
Pffffft~
Tomorrow there's going to be another match.
Excited but i think im still not fit to play, but no worries, i'll force myself.(:
Actually, im sick because i miss big brother a lot.
More than i miss my boyfriend.
I miss brother more than anything. Worst, when i cried.
It makes me more sad.
Everything seems dull when his not here.
Everything seems soo wrong.
And everything does not work out as plan.
))':
Surely big brother is going to miss his bass guitar.
Probably, his missing mummy.
He was there on my Birthday at Swensens.
The last picture that was taken at the airport, before he leave us. )':
And all i could say that, i miss you and love you a lot.
How i wish time could fly fast and i could meet you again.
How i wish i was a Jumper, and i could jump to china just to see you.
How i wish i could stay there with you and looked after you, like what i usually do.
How i wish i could go there just to see you woke up.
How i wish i could be there for you to hug like i used to.
How i wish i have a long binoculars to watch your moves.
How i wish i could cook for you again and over again.
How i wish i could lay down beside you and playing your hair when you asked me to.
Never big brother have leave me for this long.
He would always walk in my room when his awake.
And now, i feel odd.
Without him, i feel soo sad.
Hearing his voice, makes me happy.
But i want him right now.
I want to hug him and i want to kiss his cheecks like i mostly do.
I just MISS you BIG BROTHER.
)':
And all i did was just, praying for his safety.
I miss you a lot.
And this cake, was the memorable day.
Thanks to baby and friends.
P/s: i felt sick because i miss big brother.
"no you no me"
& wishing it was true.
