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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Dear diary,

I want to be the ~~old old~~ me back.
Who pierce, who do a lot of crazy stuff, who prefer to be bad rather than a good girl.
Who always scold vulgarities to her parents.
Who always say, her parent's does not care for her.

I change to a good girl because of my childhood friends.
2 years i left them alone and when i meet them i change.
I started to listen to daddy a bit.

But why?
Why must daddy NOT understand my situation?
Brother is not here to comfort me and i left here alone.
In a room of darkness.
I need to brighten my life UP.
But why, you scold me last night?
I knew i was the wrong but why blame others?
Why DO YOU BLAME OTHERS WHICH IS NOT WRONG?!
Im in the wrong and not them.
You hate them, FUCK YOU.
I LOVE THEM!
They were the one who stay with me.
They were the one who replace brother's place.
They make me laugh with their empty jokes.
And for your information dad, your jokes are bloody so lame that even i laugh because of your stupidity.
Get the facts right dad before you scold them vulgarities.
Get the facts right before you want to beat me up.

Your such an ouwful daddy i have ever had this past 15 years.
FUCK YOU AND GO DIE!
I won't care anything about you anymore.
I won't lose any of my tears for you anymore.
You make me hate you, and yes i hate you forever.

P/s: is that how a father should behave?

"i need my childhood friends im starting to miss them a lot already"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
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Daddy's little babyy.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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