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Saturday, October 11, 2008
Dear diary,

LITTLE PRIVACY, please?

Boyfriend,
Can i have a little privacy? Sometimes, i don't like you peeking or reading on my diary in anyways. Unless, if i said can and sure, sincerely. The book may content everything inside my heart which will definitely hurt you in any kind of ways. So can you, boyfriend , please stop reading my 'special order' book because i don't like it.
Im saying it in a polite way now, not to dissapoint you but i have my own rights. Not everything about me, you can read or asked. Sometimes, its secretive and i mean it. I know i should not have kept secrets from you but if i don't feel like telling you, should i tell? And its not even sincere. I hate many things. I hate those attitude sometimes. Felt like killing it. Felt like shouting at you but im afraid to hurt your heart. I kept quiet. I kept silence, just to see how far you can go. Those jokes about my friends, it really hurts me.
My friends, was the one who cheer me up when i broke down in a relationship or family problems. They are like my second priority in life. The third priority is than you, my boyfriend. I can't tolerate people who kind of insult my friend.
Like what you had did this afternoon.
I was really piss off. She was my friend. She was the one who stood beside me when i cried, when i do stupid things. She was my leader, leader to be strong and i can't accept a sentence like you gave me just now.
It hurts me more than my friend does. I cherish my friends a lot more than boyfriend.
This is the true fact, because nobody can seperate my friends. They are like treasure to me.
Like a piece of gold that can't be sold because of its beautifulness.
Like a piece of paper that im scared to tear away.
They are really preacious to me.
Because i grew up being strong thanks to them, my friends.
Sorry if i had hurt you in anyways here.
Just that i sometimes can't accept what you say.
Im so sorry that i had to post this rather than telling you because i can't.

Today was not my good day and i have no mood for it.
Im just so fuck up today.
Bye and toodles.

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but still i love you.

p/s: trying to avoid any calls for the time being.
p/s: Hafeez are you fading away from me? I felt like im losing my own best buddy. ):

"sadness and angryness inside me can't be told"

& wishing it was true.




the blogster.

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Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

tune in

Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

Taggy Board ?

To spammers and losers, hello mother freak.
Thanks for dropping by for tagging or whatever shit ok ?
But seriously tagging without real name or link is such a fucking cyber losers.
Get a life and stop bothering about people's life maybe your own life is not perfect yet so make yourself perfect before spotting other's MISTAKES !
Thanks bitches and dick-ers.