Mother was the best mother of all, she was the one who encourage me to study hard. Even if i had to retain, she'll let me retained for more better grades.
Im the one who don't like to be retained and this is my first time i had to. Daddy was pissed off and im grounded. How i wish i could be advance to sec4 next year.
Re-test, please pass. Oh god.
Advance me please.
Daddy give his cold shoulders to me yesterday.
I did nothing but cry and cry.
Feeling useless was how i feel.
Mad and angry was how i feel too.
I don't know what to do.
Maybe dad is ashame because he had one stupid daughter.
Im grounded and partially OBS im not going.
I hope outing with the floorballers i could make it.
Im sick.
Tired.
Fuck.
Flamingo.
no more of this.
p/s: im sad, blooted, angry, scared, fuck up, piss off.
p/s: why must i fail?
