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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Dear diary,

How i wish i could STOP my life, now.

I had enough with stupid sickness. I felt like im a burden to my family.
I always let them spent their money on my medical bills.
How i wish i could just stop and let them save up their money.
Why waste money on me? Im nothing, im a jerk who easily get infected with viruses.
Why care? Im just nothing.

I want my family to spent their money on my brother needs. For me, his important.
But why me? Why must i get this illness? Why am i always sick?
I felt like giving up sometime.
Stupid me.
):

I need to take care of my health now.
I need to be more independent.

On the 13th outing, will i cry?
Will everyone blame me?
Am i the wrong one?
Should i let him go for the happiness of you guys?
Should i keep quiet?
Can i say something?
Should i run or should i stay?

Im not ready for everything.
):

I don't want to leave him.
I don't want.
I don't want.







)':
It seems hard.







I need my life.



I need him.













CAN I DIE?



p/s: im dying.

"can you give me a hand to say you love me?"

& wishing it was true.




the blogster.

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Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
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Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

tune in

Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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