Thursday, January 8, 2009
Dear diary,
Deceive.
Not much to say for now, my class has been spliting into many groups comparing with band 1, 2 or 3.
Im lethargic for now, my legs like dropping off and my body is aching. Aha ! Its ok.
Im strong. ( like real )
Yeah ! Im once out of my misery. A misery which holds me from a good night sleep which only Amirah and Fazlin knows about this.
(:
Im happy that i can once again, play FLOORBALL. ( insert many happy and mad faces )
On the other hand, i felt this way.
Is my love being unappreciated by you? Why must you still look into one's of your admirer?
Why must you still be so energetic to her? Do you still like her? Do you want her?
I leave my past and needs away and i took you by loving you.
I never once look back at my past for another guy. All i knew was loving you and not looking back at my love one's.
But why must you? Im a little heart ache about this situation now.
But i kept it all alone.
Maybe, im just not as perfect as she is. Fullstop.
p/s: it will last long, i promise.
"those heart ache means a lot."
& wishing it was true.
