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Friday, January 16, 2009

Dear diary,

Fights !

Make it REAL !

Apparently, i and baby fought today. A big one, i swear. Both cried and of course i was the one who cried first in DnT lesson. Mood wasn't the best after all, luckly we settle it slowly. I apologise and baby accepted.
After so many days that i can't control my emotions, i fought with someone whom i loved.
If you're asking me how i feel, i will tell you how i felt.

1. It hurts to see or hear your boyfriend cry.
2. It hurts to hear that your boyfriend didn't eat anything when it came to recess time.
3. It hurts to fight with someone you love.
4. It hurts to be jealous.
5. It hurts to not talk to your love one's.
6. It hurts to be emotional.
7. It hurts to blame your love one.
8. It hurts to cry.
9. It hurts when you're not with your boyfriend.
10. It hurts when you try holding back your ego but sometimes you can't.
11. It hurts when you have a lot of problem and you vent it at your own boyfriend.
12. It hurts when you reflect.
13. It hurts when you blame yourself.
14. It hurts when people ask you that you love your boyfriend or not.
15. It hurts when you keep on holding back your tears.
16. It hurts when you love someone and you act as if he is just a friend.
17. It hurts when you play rough with him while people are watching.
18. It hurts when you called him, 'kau'.
19. It hurts when there's problem.
20. It really hurts when there's miscommunication.
21. It hurts when you cry alone telling yourself that you are to blame.
22. It's pathetic when people see us fight.
23. It feels odd when your boyfriend is not with you.
24. It hurts when you act tough but actually you're hurt inside.

There's a lot more and i can't express it out but we manage to settle it, slowly.
With love, care and especially Sincerity.
I could never forget this day, the big fight which leads to an emotion situation.
Im sorry in any ways if i had been the one who is wrong.

We are scared to leave each other.
We are scared if someone takes anyone of us.
We are scared of fading love.
We want to Last Long.

We are already perfect but we only lack in understanding.

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I miss you.

I want to make Nana Ozu smile.
I want her to be happy.
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Seeing her this way, makes me feel so terrible.
I want Nana Ozu to stand up strong on her feets.

p/s: im crying my heart out now.

"you were always there."

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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Daddy's little babyy.
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Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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