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Monday, January 19, 2009

Dear diary,

There's a lot of thing for me to handle.

There had been conflict in life.
A lot of crucial things coming up in my life.
A lot of things which really really hurt my heart.
Which i can't barely speak about that things.
It hurts a lot. Deeply.

Fighting is the most hurting part and missing people is the worst part in life.
I can't do anything.
Life has been upside down for me.
Difficult for me to talk about and tell others when they asked because i really, can't speak.
When i speak, my tears started to roll down and i'll broke down badly.
I don't know why but it has been hard for me.
This month was not the best month for me.

I hope people could understand but they really can't.
Only me, myself knows the best.
Even my love one's can't help.
I really need someone who could understand but i know i won't get any.
Not even a person who is close with me.
Only me and God knows how i feel and what have i been facing all this while.
Tell me what should i do now?
Life have change.
Atmosphere has been polluted.
Emotions has been running around.
Heart has been broken into pieces.

This heart ache and nobody will knows.

Nobody can understand this pain inside.
Feel like shouting.
Feel like killing.
But, i can't.

p/s: i need some space.

"don't be too near to me cos i can explode anytime."

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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