Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Dear diary,
It's been so LONG.
Its been days that i last update.Emotions keeps on runing through my veins like 1342,9088476 times.I don't wish to elaborate about everything.Just one word, ' FUCK ' !Friendship seems nothing too. You're avoiding me when ever you see me.You intend to change seat and not sitting beside me anymore.You intend to look away whenever i peep on you.You intend to ask people rather than asking me.Let me type in malay, " Aku tahu, aku cuma sekadar TEMAN. TEMAN yang menemani engkau apabila engkau sedih.
Tetapi aku jugak seperti engkau yang punya perasaan. Tetapi aku letak perasaan itu jauh
kerana engkau adalah TEMANKU. Aku cuma SAHABAT yang hanya boleh membuat engkau
ketawa apabila engkau muram. Tetapi, engkau tidak pernah menghargainya. Apakah silap aku,
hingga engkau mahu menghilangkan diri ? Adakah aku yang salah dengan semua ini ?
Aku akan tetap berfikir, jika engkau KAWAN, SAHABAT ataupun TEMANKU. "
)':Im worst.
I need medicine.
I need time to kill.
I need anyone who is free right now.
Moving on is quite hard.
Sorry but i need to re-think.
):
p/s: im nothing to you but im something to myself."a piece of shit which i took taste horrible. breaking away."