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Sunday, February 1, 2009

Dear diary,

It's not Right.

Father had done it again. He should know a flight which is at 11pm will surely be late.
Why must you be scolding? Im the one who is right ok. You said that and i say the same way you did,
you had been like this since i was small and you think that you are the biggest in the family because to you, you are a father. That's not true. So what if you are a father?
You are just a father, not a GOD.

Nobody knows my father well except for my family. Everyone sees that he is well behave and what so ever but no. He had not been a good boy since he married my mum.
His been beating, scolding and everything he do is negative.
We, family are the one's who suffered. With dad like that, i feel like dying.

I told mum, let him beat me till death but mum ask me whether i love her and brother or not.
From there, i realise. Without me, i can't protect them in any ways.
Mum, please forgive me.
Yes, ofcourse i love you a lot.

My family problems will never be solve if my dad never change his attitude.

Happy Birthday my DEAR SOKKAN.

I love you.
You had always been there for me.
To tell you the truth, i've been keeping a lot of secrets with all of you.
Especially you, Sokkan.
About my life and my problems.
Im so sorry.
):
But please, when the right time is there.
I will surely tell you ok, love?
Happy 16th birthday.

~~you were there when i cried last night.~~
you told me to sleep over at your house which you always declared that your mum is my mother-in-law.
you told me not to cry.
you ask me whether im ok or not when i was dropping down on my bus stop.
you feed me and told me that i should eat at your house.
you feed me the last bit of your burger.
you make me laugh.
when you're there, i feel secure.
but, i know one thing.
i will never ever get you.

To my brother, MOMO BACIN.

All the best in your relationship my brother.
I love you, take care of her ok?
If there's anything you need to tell or share im always there.
Blood is thicker than water.
I love you.

~~let me once cried on your shoulder,~~
cos i can't stand all of this nonsence,
i need someone who is strong like you to be there,
alep,
i need you.

p/s: im always crying.

"let it go"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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