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Sunday, March 1, 2009

Dear diary,

NOBODY can understand how i FEEL right NOW !

You, people will never ever understand how i feel.
Someone who is precious, who you treasure the 3rd most leave you all alone.
Let you cry alone not caring anymore about you.
No more messages or call.
No more hug or kisses.
No more abang angkat.
One abang angkat always make my day different.
He doesn't like to see me sad or cry but now, i hope he won't see it again.
I'll try my very best to hide it eventhough its hard.

This time, nobody can stop me from crying.
Nothing works, untill i cried on someone shirt and it should stained.
My nucleus, my tears, my saliva and the rain water dripping down my hair and its all got to do with liquids in my body.
I told you, i can't stop crying.
Somehow, i laugh but deep inside its hurting me.
It feels totally different.
A close person whom always been there for you has gone his own seperate way.
Leaving you behind and not turning back.
How hurt can that be ?

I don't think abang Amin is crying for me.
I don't think abang Amin is thinking about me.
I don't think abang Amin will care about me.

Feel like going out tomorrow but i know i can't because this heart is too aching to go out.
Feel like crying every seconds.
Im hurt deeply, inside.

Sorry Deena, i can't go out tomorrow because my body just won't move.

When im free, i'll text you and i'll meet you downstairs.

I NEED TIME, LEAVE ME ALONE.

p/s: undescriable.

"one, two, three, im leaving"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
ITE Mac Pherson.

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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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