Thursday, May 7, 2009
Dear diary,
MYE !
In the week of MYE !Boohoo ! Scary scary doody.Maths paper is going to be tomorrow and i'm not prepare yet.Why ?? Because i forgot all of the formulae.Takot macam nak mati nati.ARRH ! SERAM.Dead and Gone tomorrow.Waaahpiang.Tido jerr la besokk.(:Seeing old grandpa and grandma holding hands together, walking together hurt my little heart.I don't understand why must i feel this way, maybe its because i still love Ayie.):Or maybe i miss those days being with Ayie.Pity me, i love a person but i can't have him.I can't even have anyone else.I'm the only one who knows the reason.Falling in love is easy but moving on alone is hard.When will this problem end ?
When will i get my life back ?
When will i get my love story back ?
When will everything change back like it used to ?
How long must i wait ?
How long must i endure ?
How much patience must i give ?
How much love must i lose ?
How much time must i waste ?
How many tears should i waste ?
Life for me now is tough.I want everything to end fast.This H1N1 virus.This N and O level examination.This problem.EVERYTHING THAT IS BOTHERING ME.BECAUSE I WANT MY LIFE BACK !
)':Ain, you once said, " don't let go but stop holding on " right ?
Must i ?
p/s: take me away, anyone.
"shit"