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Monday, May 18, 2009

Dear diary,

Precious things.

Life has not been too good. A lot of things happen in just a short while.
Let me tell you more about my precious things.
It is a people whom i cherish a lot from the bottom of my heart to my veins.
It left me with only 3 person to rely on since my grandma past away a long time ago.
She had been the greatest great Grandma and i will never forget her.

The first precious person is my, MUM. A mum who i called, Ibu everyday.

She is the precious thing because she was the one who took great care of me and brother.
She love us more than her life. When an ant tried to bit us, she will get rid of the thing quickly because she does not want anything to hurt us. Her love is undescriable. She tried to solve every problem that she faced eventhough she's weak. She'll keep on trying to solve eventhough it's hurting her and she's the Supermum who saves our day and life. Without her, me and brother won't know what world is. We can't breathe this oxygen like we're breathing now. We won't know what the world has for us. We won't know what's Love. We won't know what's up and down.
So now let me just say once. She's the precious thing in my life now because her love is endless for us and ibu, i Love you. Really i do and i can't bear to see you hurt for my mistakes.
I don't want anything to hurt you anymore, whatever your decision is, i will follow because you're the mum who knows me really well.
I Love You, Ibu.

The second person is my brother who i always called, Abang.

He had always been there for me when i was a baby. He was the one who took care of me when mum is busy with her works. He had been there whenever i'm shaking with problems. He is a big shelter for me whenever i feel down or worried because he knows how to talk to me. He advices me and give me moral support. When his mad, he does not mean to scold me and i know that. He pour me with love and i really appreciate him. He will always protect me whenever there's a problem. His the love of my heart and i admire his character eventhough his a bit weak in certains time, he still stand strong and move on. Without him, i can't understand what is ' protecting each other ' means. He changed me from a cry baby to an independent girl and thank you brother. You had always been my umbrella for me to shelter to and i love you.
Without you i guess i can't survive in life now. You showed me how to stay strong eventhough we are falling deeply in a dark hole. I salute you and i respect you.
I will always love you, Abang.

The third person now is my best twin, NurulAin.

Before i type anything i would like to say thank you for your letter, it's really meaningful love.
Also, i would like to thank you for taking good care of me. To show me and open my eyes whenever i feel down or whenever i broke down really bad. You always been there when i'm happy, angry or sad. You were the one who always listen to my stories, my cries also my problems. You gave moral support also advice to make me feel that i'm not alone and you told me to stay strong eventhough i'm weak. You've been a great listener also a great motivator. Girl, you're such a good girl and i hope you will get a good boy in future.
If that boy hurts you, i'll literally bash him up like i told you because you're too nice to be treated badly.
Baby girl, i love love you.
You're my twin and i hope we will be until we're not breathing.

These are the precious things that really makes me going in life. Without them i think, i won't be as strong as now.
Thanks all of you, really thank you.
You guys are the source for my life to move on.
I love you all.

p/s: my life is complete for now.

"you guys are the reason i could fly, freely"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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