Been complaining about my skin tone colour. Too taned due to much outdoor activity which have to do with the beautiful SUN. Thanks SUN.
But, being in the hot sun is fun. Go swimming all. Very syiok.
Today's night jogging should be cancel for me. ):
But i'll try to make an effort to come down and encourage the others.
(:

I want to go to swimming again. Oh yaaaaa.
I need to withdraw money for my dear sayang, Nurul Ain.
Her birthday is coming babe.
(:
One teddy for you love and do cheer up because i love you.

Phone will be replace with another phone. Happy like helly crazy.
Bye bye Sony Ericsson and WELCOME BACK NOKIA.
((:
Thanks ibu for treating, can't hope for ayah any longer.
):

Ibu is the GREATEST IBU I HAD IN THIS WORLD.
NOBODY CAN REPLACE HER BECAUSE SHE'S UNIQUE.
I sayaaaaaaaaaang ibu !
wonderfuldelicationsyippyyayayayeah !

youdrivemecrazyeveryminuteeveryhour
youmakemefallenforyouwhereasican't
youmakemefeelthati'myouronlylove
butiwaswrong
youchangemymindsettobewithyou
butican't
canisayyou'reoneassholewho'smakingme
fallinginlovewithsomeoneican't






p/s:iloveibumanymanymuchmuch.

There once a girl name, Eriyana. Who live in brooke street. Her life story is not so good because of her family. Everyone in her family hated her dad and her mum was about to ask for a divorce.
She became more moody and she always felt lonely. She had been grown up with her childhood friends. Which she loves to play soccer and she's not an ordinary girl who is so girlish. She acted as she was a boy and when a ball hit her in her trainnings, she just kept quiet.
She's a girl who is quite pampered and sometimes she's too independent.

About her love life, she had fallen for two boys. One is from her childhood and the other was her ex's friend. Her childhood friend had always stayed with her, play around and joke around with her while her ex's friend love to spent time chatting with Eriyana on the phone. Well, Eriyana love to call her childhood friend, Acush and her ex's friend, Mario.
Eriyana felt disturb and uncomfortable. Her childhood friend had a girlfriend and she's stuck with him. She thought that Mario could help her take away that feelings from her but she was wrong. Mario was too busy with his NS and his motorcycle. Mario had less time with her now and Acush had more time to spend with Eriyana but Eriyana sometimes feels that she's doing the wrong thing.

She woke up every morning hoping that she will get her real love but she knew that it doesn't happens in a blink. She needs to be patience and more patience. She's waiting for Mario to finish NS so that she could meet him but there's Acush blocking her view. He made her fallen for him more. Eriyana give up that one night and cry her heart out. She wants everything in her love life to stop because she's confused.

Until now Eriyana is stuck with her love life.



What a story.
So pathetic.
For me, i hope Eriyana could choose the right one without hurting anyone's feeling.
Actually this story is not from anyone or for anyone.
It's base on my true story.
I change the girl name because i can't really reveal my true story.
So yeah.

Well, later i'm having a lunch date with Cine.
Can't wait.



((((((:


p/s: butakah cinta ?

Bestfriend is back yesterday. His home now. Sleeping in his comfy bed.
How i miss him. Yes, i miss him.
His tired and now he is fast asleep. Thought of meeting him today but scared if he is too tired.

It had been tough for him in there.
Gaaaaaaaaaah ~ With that kind of P.T.
Geeeeeeeeeer ~ With that kind of bed.
AAAAAAAAA ! Boleh naek gile aku sekejap.


Well, i'm tired of updating too often. My life is too boring now.
Doing the same routine everyday.



Let's enjoy today.
drinkdrinkdrinktillwestop
smokesmokesmoketillwecry
letdanceshake
let'senjoy.




p/s: pass me a bottle of wine.

You called and i was so SHOCKED !




p/s: come home quick, please.

Now i realise who i really love. People say, when they are gone from your life even for a minute or forever you will know that actually you love him or her more than the others.
And YES ! It's true.
I'm pouring, crying, rolling with tears.

I had not call him or message him for days and days.
I'm too busy with my own schedule and now his gone for 4 weeks.
Tell me, somemore i forget his big day which is TODAY.
I'm so bad so bad so bad.
I'm dissapointed with my ownself.

Woke up as per normal today.
Scroll here and there slowly.
Do the same routine and thought of going school but in the end i turn lappy on.
Listen to Terlanjur Cinta and suddenly i realise.
Something had been missing this few days.
Look at the date, SHIT !
I forgot that his gone for today in the morning.
Cried and cried and cried.
Because i wasn't paying attention to him.
I was too focus with my busy schedule until i neglected him alone.

His gone now.
All the promises that i would pack his bag for him before he leave.
Wake up early and call him.
Everything was gone, vanished, thrown and kicked.
I'm soo dissapointed with my ownself.
Wait for another 4 weeks is pain.
He won't have the chance to call or message me.

Now i realise the big moment of my life.
When i lose someone precious that i thought i love him as a friend turns out to be different.
I once told you that, i'll wait for you after your things.
And, i'll do that.
Do the very best for singapore.
I'll wait for you now and keep on waiting.

You and mario-mario are now gone.
No phone calls, no vibrations of messages.


I lose a biggest thing in life , today.
I'm too dissapointed with myself now.
I can't be bother for now.
This heart aches a million times.
i s u c k s.
and i can't turn back time for you.
if i had the chance to turn back time, i would definitely do that.
I'm sorry.


p/s: will another 4 weeks came faster ?

If there is no videos, i'm SORRY.
ahahaha.
Time to smokey !


p/s: such an memorable camp.