THE WHOLE DAY !

On Saturday, 25th of July 2009 went out with Fazlin.
Meet up with Nana Ozu<3 and also Elyssa<3 !
It was a very belated birthday surprise !
Before meeting them, Fazlin cute la tu message the wrong person. HAHAHAHAHA !
Paisey.
It was great. Overall, it was FANTASTIC.
SO FANTASTIC until i get to sleep at night.
Since it had been so long i last met this two seniors, Nana and Elyssa. I miss them a lot.
After all the meet up it was SUPERB ! I love you both and also Fazlin.

Haha ! Thanks for the birthday cake and the 16 donuts.
I love you all, i love you for the surprise.
I miss you two, i miss you and thank you for the surprise.
Thanks for the time for the meet up eventhough you guys are tired.
I appreciate both of you and your precious time.
I appreciate 25th JULY 2009.

Sunday, 26 JULY 2009.

A BLASTING OUTING WITH KHUZAIRIE BIN ABDUL RAHMAN !
Undescriable time with Anak Abdul Rahman.

(:

TODAY.

I feel down, i think i hurt someone's heart and she seems mad.
)':
I'm sorry, so sorry to make you mad but whatever it is i love you.
Once again i'm so sorry.
I know i can't be a good friend.
Silly me.

i feel fuck face today.


p/s: it was my fault.

"shedtearswon'twork"

This eyes won't shut. It just won't.
Zuhailiy is off, i'm not sure where to. That mohawk pantat.
Not much people online now. Burrrrrr i'm half dead but i can't resist typing.
EIYLA NABILAH, YA SURE WE'LL MEET SOON. IMYT !

Today around 3pm there's soccer training. PFFFT ! and i'm not even sleeping.
SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD !
Lately i've wanted to asked questions to peoples.
Baaaaah ~ don't dare.
Ok wait the resisting moment has ended up.
So, in a short while, i'll be sleeping.

Before that, i would like to type about something.
Khuzairie, message pendek pendek sey. APA DAAAAA !
Hahaha !
Should it be goodnight or goodmorning ey people ?
EASY !


Wait one more.
Last kopek nye, people always call him Zully but i always call him Jul.
Hahaha ! lame sia nie Fii.

anyone have extra watch wanna lend uh .
Syafiq, jam !

p/s: time to sleep people.

In the morning had good time ! I FEEL GOOD !
Received a lot of birthday wish, had a lot of fun.
Got surprising gifts somemore.

Cupcakes from Nurulain. Old Changkee from Sokkan.
Present from Natasha. Big card from Fazlin.
And a beautiful card from Effa.


Thanks to ibu and abang for a great day on my birthday.
Celebrating with both of you were a blast !
I love my family more ok !
With both of them are like heaven.
With both of them are like sugar.


Oh EFFA,

Sokkan,

IMAN !


i should let go
before it let go
of it's self
should move on
without love ..

p/s: i love 14 july 2009.

! I want ibu to be happy.
! I want brother to have his happy life time.
! I want my friendships back, everyone.
! I want a couple ring with anyone.
! Someone special to come meet me.
! Stop putting hopes and stop depending on someone.


* ZUHAILIY
* NAQUIAH ( Wak )
* ADY MUT
* MUHAMMAD HAFEEZ
* ZULFADLI BIN SULAIMAN
* NANA OZU !!
* ELLYSA
* FIKA SAZALI
* NURUL SAKINAH
* AMINURIZAL



. IBU AND ABANG !!
. ZUHAILIY
. NURULAIN
. HAFIZ SAINI
. NATASHA
. HAFEEZ
. ERNIE
. SENIOR ( ABDILLAH )
. AMIRAH
. ZULFADLI BIN SULAIMAN
. SOKKAN
. NURIMAN
. ZULQARNAEN
. EFFA
. KHUZAIRIE
. FAZLIN
. NANA OZU
. ELLYSA
. LESLIE
. CLARA
. FIKA SAZALI
. AMINURIZAL
. SAKINAH
. AMIRUL !


But i'm not really looking forward on my birthday.
)':




-
bukan aku tak cinta kamu
aku tak boleh
kerana dia tak merestuikan kita
aku selalu bertanya
kenapa mesti kau yang muncul di hadapan aku
waktu aku hendak melupakanmu
kau sering bermain difikiran aku
dan kau selalu ada di sisi aku
sekarang ku bertanya padamu wahai cinta
haruskah aku berhenti mencintai kamu
ataupun
haruskah aku menunggumu hingga aku tidak mampu bernafas
pada aku
cinta dan sayang adalah sama
bukan aku tak cinta
cuma aku tak boleh mencintai kamu sedalam dalam nya
.

p/s: not putting anymore hopes.