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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Dear diary,

Losing someone is not, FAIR.

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing.
I don't want to fall for it now.
I never meant to start war.
I never meant to hurt you.
I don't want it to be a WAR.
But suddenly it became like a Battlefield, battlefield.
A Battlefield.

Here, best of life.
everythings clear nothing seems
to change how I love You and
You're gonna leave
I am slowly dying here inside
trying to let go
I tried to let go
but I can't let you go.

You and Me used to be together
everyday together, ALWAYS.
I never feel, that I'm losing
My BESTFRIEND, I can't believe
this could be THE END.
Don't speak, I know what you're thinking.
So please stop explaining, don't tell me cause it HURTS.
I got to stop pretending, who we ARE.
Our memories is not the END of our FRIENDSHIP.

MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN SAINI,
I once lose a Bestfriend and i don't want to lose you.
I don't want to lose another Bestfriend. I don't know what went wrong to both of US.
But if it was my FAULT in anyways.
I'm SORRY. So sorry to make you Mad.
So SORRY to hurt you.
I know you are still MAD cause i can see it from your face.
I know you still don't want to talk to me cause i can sense it.
The way you talk, I know you are Furious.
I'm waiting for the time when you really want to talk to me to solve things out.
Cause I can't see you in this way.
It hurts me. HURTS me a lot.
We had been so close friends and now it seems to be fading.
All i can do right now is to wait and ask for forgiveness until you accept it.
People say, patience is a virture.
I have to wait for you to calm down.
But please, come back to me.
Tell me what's wrong.
ACCEPT my APOLOGISE.
talk to me.

Cause, i love you as my Bestest Boy Friend.
I can't say 'GO'.
I can't build a bridge and get over it now.
I'm sorry.

You and me were always together and now there's no more YOU, there's no more ME.
p/s: i'm still holding on to our FRIENDSHIP. It will last.

"cause,ineverwantthistoENDjustlikethat"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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