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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Dear diary,

Rubbish.

Every results was shit. Flung, i'm dead.
Everything was just, Shit.
Emotionally affected.
Bloody, fuck, shit, shit shit.
I want shit at those results.

Can't sleep eventhough i'm sleepy.
Still awake, freshly awake. Like, wow !
A bowl of mee can't make me go to sleep.
How i wish i could bake in this time.
Bloody, its in the middle of the night and i'm not even asleep.
Ibu is sleeping on the sofa next to me.

Gosh, this fasting month really test my patience.
Really, no jokes.
Feel like bashing the walls and scream.
I'm mentally and emotionally ill for the time being.
Stupid.
Everything seems so wrong.
Ice cream look like Chendol.
Panadols look like Drugs.
Injections look like Subutexs.

My body don't feel to well.
My head hurts.
My body ache.
CB !
Call 995 for help please.

I can't think anything for any composition now.
My head is blank and i think my english has worsen.
Somebody call for me an English tutor please.
I need to open my last years book.

Crap sia me.
Better sleep with my baby cat for now.

-what if i had to go before i can hear your voice for the last time ?
what if i had to go before i can even look at your face one more time ?
what if i had to go before i can even hear you say, " bestfriend " ?

All of it came back to the questions, ' what if '.

imissarep.

p/s: wonder wonder why.

"you'llneverknewwhat'sgonnahappensoon"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
140793.
Single.
Pampered.
Daddy's little babyy.
Allergics: Dark Chocolates.
ITE Mac Pherson.

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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

~~tune in~~

Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

~~Taggy Board ?~~

To spammers and losers, hello mother freak.
Thanks for dropping by for tagging or whatever shit ok ?
But seriously tagging without real name or link is such a fucking cyber losers.
Get a life and stop bothering about people's life maybe your own life is not perfect yet so make yourself perfect before spotting other's MISTAKES !
Thanks bitches and dick-ers.