Actions DO speak Louder than words.

So what people said is true some how.
Actions do really speak louder than words.
Words are meaningless if you don't show it.
Better keep your words to yourself if you're not going to do it.

N level is very near around the corner of the class.
Wow, time do flies so fast.
Wish i could turn back time to be a better student in class and to be a better girlfriend.
It's been so many months that i've been single and i'm not interested in any new relationship life. If i have the power for myself i would like to cast a spell on myself, to not to fall in love ever again.
I don't wish to lie to myself but until now i still can't move on.
I can't, that's the reason why i can't fall in love ever again.

Talking about love, to people who are in a relationships do last long.
Don't do things that will make you regret in your upcoming years.
Cherish it well and i hope there will be no fighting between you guys.

One of my ex is my last love and until now i can't find a replacement.
His been my everything.
But i know sooner or later i need to let go.
I still keep holding on to him and i still depend on him.
Can't move on, can't let go.

" Kamu adalah cinta terakhir ku dan kamu akan sentiasa ada di dalam lubuk hatiku. "
" Pernahkah kamu menduga yang cintamu tidak akan hilang ? "
" Adakah ini satu ujian bagi kita ? "
" Kamu adalah cinta yang terindah dalam hidup ku selama ini. "
" Tiada sesiapa pun yang boleh merampas bahagian mu dalam hati ku. "
" Hanya nama mu yang tertulis di dalam hati ku dan tiada sesiapa yang boleh menghilangkannya. "
" Kerana aku terlanjur cinta kepada dirimu. "

-you are a beautiful love that i had ever met.
-you are the light that brightens up my day, everyday.
-you are the love that always pulled me in to you.
-you are the love that usually brings happiness.
-you are my guardian angel.
-you are my everything.

Do take note, i wrote many things about you in a piece of paper and i keep it inside a bag to remind me about you.
Those memories are still fresh in my mind because your kind soul, makes me love you more.
Remember the teddy, it's still with me.
011108-010109
And we still counting on our monthsary.

It's already 10 months knowing you.
If only you could see me.
If you could only asked your heart.
If you could only choose.
If you could only feel my feelings.

Second time around now.

p/s: if you could only see me.

"ikeepturningleftyoukeepwalkingstraight,babyimissyoualready"