Down, down.

Today, everything seems to be upside down. Everything's not fine.
So pissed, so dissapointed. Can you hear all my cries ?
I was so pissed off until i felt like beating people up.
I was so dissapointed until i felt like crying.
It's all so mixed up, everything is not right.

Let's take a bow people for our shows.
It was so well present.
But too bad it ended up so fast because it's just a 'show'.
Let the curtain close and let's go.
Go on, to practice for our next scenes.
This time round, let's make it PERFECT.

You are no longer here, to save some conversations.
You are no longer here, to save me from falling.
It ended up so fast.
You move on, you apologise.
I ran away, hiding.
Because, it hurts me a lot.
Time to go, to run away and act as if nothing has happened.
Time to let go of all the pains.
You don't want to hurt any party but you hurt me.
Thanks.

how do you feel when you get old and helpless but nobody helps you ?
it feels like you rather die because you don't want to be a burden and you know nobody will help you.
it's just a shame, it's so sad.
your heart shattered into tiny pieces seeing people who are too, heartless.
and all you wanted was to say, ' GOODBYE '.

Days are getting older, tears are getting dryer.
Is summer coming soon ?
I would rather hide like a squirrel when it's winter time rather than be expose to the cold like the polar bears.
I want to hide my tears, my anger, my emotions from everyone.
I'm running away and it seems like my legs kept on running on the running track.
When will it stops and gets tired ?
When will this heart stop aching and start laughing ?
I miss those fun times when i'm happy.

I broke my wings and i can't seem to repair it.

to you :
you broke a promise again. Yes, you never did fast today.

p/s: haz, you're just my notebook )':

"wasneverthesamethisway"