It's been so long already, it's time to Move On.

I hurt myself for too long already,
8 months with all the false hopes,
8 months of waiting,
which i feel i can't move on without you,
8 months without realising that you're totally gone,
8 months of unhappiness,
you're gone,
leaving me without any clues,
how stupid i may become sometimes,
8 months without realising that i'm just hurting my ownself.

Today,
after all the tears i've cried for you,
it's already dried,
something hit my head real hard which wakes me up from my sleep,
a sleep that you'll going to be here with me,
those sleep dreams shattered,
i wanted to cry but my tears are no where to be found,
i realised that you're no longer mine,
8 months is long,
a long period of time for me,
to still hold on to a broken string,
a string that will never be fixed,
it's time for me to move on,
and let go of that string,
to turn over a new chapter of life without you,
i know it's going to feel weird but i'll try my very best,
how long must i wait for you,
i can't keep on doing that because,
i have hurt my heart and mind enough,
i can't take it already,
my life has drown too deep already,
and it's time for me to swim back up the sea,
to feel life like other people,
to get out of this misery.

I'll leave this heart which loves you in to the sea,
i don't want to carry it around with me anymore,
i'll throw away these memories into the river,
i'll wipe away all my tears for you,
i'll erase every picture of you in my mind,
i'm ready to build a bridge to get over it,
i'll start to stop holding on to you,
i'll start to stop depending on you too much,
i'll start my engine to move on this broken roads,
to find a better place in life,
to mend this broken heart,
to live my life to the fullest,
no more sadness,
no more you to make me stuck on those broken roads,
i'll find a way to get over this sadness,
to keep on moving without turning back the third time,
you are now my past,
you are no longer my future.

I will keep on running in the dark cannel,
to find a light that will bring me back to life,
to show me what's right and what's wrong,
to open up my heart for this world,
to open up my heart for myself,
to learn how to stay strong,
to learn how to look infront and never turn back,
to love what God had created for this world.

Goodbye lover,
those letters i will keep,
and i will keep on writing,
to remind me how foolish i can be,
to wait for someone like you,
that will never come back,
the teddy i will keep,
to remind me how stupid i can be,
to fall for your trap,
everything should go,
i should leave and close this door of darkness,
i'll lock it up and i won't be turning back to look at it ever again,
i'm bringing my broken soul to this world back,
to let it heal itself,
i'll let go of this senses,
i'll let go of you,
and i'll let go of this never came true love.

~amirulashrafbinredhwan <3
goodbye.
i'll hope you found someone that suit you the most.
the perfect girl that you always wanted.
what goes around, comes around.
nice knowing you all this 10 months.
Lastly, happy 10 months 8 days of love.
I'll stop it here, i don't wish to hurt myself anymore.


CINTA DAN SUKA ADALAH SATU PERASAAN YANG BERBEZA.

p/s: won't turn back for you.

"iwon'tfallforyouforthethirdtimenow"