Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Dear diary,
Wonderwoman needs to Wonder off,tick tock, tick tock the mice went up the clock.It's 2.35am and i'm still awake, finding my lost biscuits.It has drop bit by pieces, somebody please help me find it cause i'm hungry.Lost by a jungle and everything is untaggle.
Time goes by so fast, how i wish you could even last.
Missing you felt like i was losing you.
If you can't see me, turn around and looked at me.
The matches do shine, so do the moon.
You stole my keys to my heart.
Say what you mean and mean it when you say it.
Phrases ? More in my mind.But heyy, it's tired to produce more for this blog.Jam in the middle of the ' go ' button.So sit back and relaxs.Somethings inside this mind just want to be free.Sitting in the couch, reviewing the past.The aimless love, shattered in the end.Bringing a cup of coffee, full of sorrow.Beside a box of tissue, tears dripping slowly.Pictures which are torn, makes her cries even harder.The pieces of the pictures was burned, along with the heart which breaks into pieces.Walking away, leaving the past behind.Pulling those heavy luggage, pulling her away from him.More steps taken, reminds her of how he moved on with other women.Stopped and put the luggage down, turn and looked at the house for the last time.Begging inside, that he would stay.Continued and proceed on to her car, thinking that she should move on too.She closed the car door and starts the engine, it's weird that she heard a knock.Turned and look, her ex was standing there.Looked cold and freeze with the weather, opened the door.She asked him what brings him here, he looked in her eyes and said." This heart leads me to where you are. "She looked away, holding her couple ring and said." I don't need a guy who is a player. "Opened his hand, give the ring back while he was in a shocked.She closed her door, starts the car and set off.Leaving him behind, with the house and ring.He goes back to the house, searched for the pictures.It was gone, she didn't left any thing behind.He sat down on the couch, heard a car stopped.The door opened, footsteps coming into the living room.He turned, saw her crying and he run towards her.Give a hug, asking her why she come back.She looked at him, and replied with tears." Because my heart loves you, how can it even get away from you ? "Baaaaaah~ My story is so emotional.Fuck, how can i even came out with this kind of story.I'm already like a nanny who tells stories to her grandchildrens.Ok supper time is over, time for bed.Dragging this legs, bringing it to another place to wash up.Still finding those pieces of biscuit and looking for food.Holding a torch light and telling myself to just give up.So i did give up for the searching part and proceed to the toilet activities.HAHAHHAHA ! Kiwaaaaak !!I better log off soon everything before i speak in dilect English.HAHAHAH !
Cookies and milk, any monster ?p/s: can't win.
"slipperswithoutsizeislikeheartwithoutlove"
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Dear diary,
Mangkok sendiri,Heartache : emotional pain or distress; sorrow; grief; anguish.So, it's HEARTACHING MOMENT TODAY.It is so fine before this but now semuanya da jadi MANGKOK TINGKAT !I mean it eyy and it's not funny.OUUUUUH FUCK BITCH !
I hate Sundays and TODAY, 25th October 2009 !
Swear i mean it.
another second round for youu,going for her boyy,she wants youu and i know,youu want her too,just that youu can't choose,be with her ?i shouldn't have put a little hope(S) on youu.i don't want anyone to be hurt.i don't want nomore, triangle love boyy.yes, i love youu but if you love her.go boyy.leave me.I'm crying, typing each letter of these post.Actually, i don't want any GOODBYES.This heart long for youu.
So emotional, how now ?
RUMAH DAH JADI MANGKOK TINGKAT, DUNIA NAK KIAMAT KE ?
p/s: turn around.
"youu,youu,youu,iswhatthisheartwants"
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Dear diary,
Happy, Excited, Maybe.Should i blog it out, must i tell ?Must i say that, " i'm happy for a reason ? ".Or should i just keep it to myself ?Must i, wish you for today ?God, it's like 24th.24th.Don't want to end it like last time.Maybe later, i'll text you.By the way,Happy 1 month friendship to babyboyy♥ !
It's the 1 month of friendship where we are real close with each other.
First time rapat, kecoooh uhh tu mat.
XD
Hope this friendship last long until you're old.
He's a great friend man.
(:
ok done, i'm happy but angry.SAKIT, SICK !Very sore uhh this throat, can kill it anyone ?p/s: HAPPY.
"whereareyourlaughtertomakemelaugh,boyy?"
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Dear diary,
When is the time,Love is a important role in relationship.Without love, you won't have those feelings.With love, you can decide things or situations.This does not occurs on relationships only with the one's you love too.So, touch your heart and ask.Do you love that someone even they had made a big mistakes ?Do you love that someone so much and willing to give them another chance ?And it's all about how much you love them and how much you can endure those risks.The heart is the best answer to all of your questions and it's not the mind.When your're doing things, you put in your heart and soul first not mind.So tell me, if you people were to judge people who made mistakes what will you get ?And you love them so much but you never give them a chance, how would you know they change ?Love is strong.It conquers your emotions, mindset and your movements.To those who can't fix your realationship or ex's problems just remember this, touch your heart and ask yourself.Your heart will answer everything.youu were given another chance,will you take it,i know youu love her,so why won't you take her back,people do make mistakes,but i want youu to know,whatever happens,i'll still wait for youu and love.i myself breaking down now.Should let a butterfly go whereas i don't want too.What else must i do if it wasn't to let go ?boyy, i'llbewaiting.p/s: don't remember me.
"keepthatinyourheartthatiactuallyloveyouu"
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Dear diary,
Bahagia dan Sedih,Today watch floorballers played in the league. Damn.Scary ok, long time never step in the court.But hey, i'm busy already.(:Hope Nana's leg is fine by tomorrow.Must sent her tomorrow, i don't care.And don't pressure yourself aye, love ?Went slacking with Faz-molek and Nana Ozu.Talk, laugh and yeaaaa.I forgot how to sing that song seyy, nana.TSK !
I had real fun with this two ok but Elyssa is missing somehow." ke mana kau menghilangkan diri oh sotong ? "
HAHAHAH !
Make sure another outing i want Elyssa, Faz-mal and Nana to be there.Die die uhh, fii tak kisah !Next stop, i feel so i don't know.HAHAH ! I want tomorrow outing to be something.dan aku tahu,aku tidak akan dapat mu,sejauh mana ku pergi,kau seperti langit dan aku seperti bumi,ku tidak dapat capai mu,ataupun cinta mu,ku tak akan memilikki mu,kerana hati mu.tiada di sini.jika di beri bintang, bulan dan kamu,ku akan tetap pilih kamu.hadiah ku bukan kamu,tetapi cinta mulia mu.jika ku harus pilih harta atau cinta,ku akan pilih cinta,dan bukan cinta biasa,cinta dari diri mu.and finally, i'm out of words.It's more than words could describe this feelings.lastly, uoyevoli.p/s: asmara.
"youandyouu"
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Dear diary,
One look and you're Gone,Not even 30 minutes i met youu yesterday.Maybe youu need to go because you got something on, i don't really mind.But i mind is that, whyy can't i tell youu that i miss youu ?Youu look handsome and cute in that new hair cut.i miss being with youu.how badly i miss youu,i know i need to endure,you're starting work today or soon,so am i,i must not focus on youu only,even if i do love youu,tell me do youu even care about me,i miss you so much,so much until,i cried and cried,can i have another night spent with youu,i won't find youu now,i want to see whether you're finding me or not.Do youu even care ?
boyy, you're working soon. )':p/s: missed.
"therainbowdon'tshineifthere'snomeandyouu"
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Dear diary,
TIRED,
Missing,
Hello people/ bloghoppers/ strangers/ readers/ aliens/ all lah !Just came back from my class chalet few hours ago.I'm exhausted, i'm TIRED.Felt like sleeping soon, one bruise ah so damn wahliow !Had fun, i love everyone who's there and not.4B i love you.
Let's move on.I want type this.I'M TIRED, I'M TIRED, I'M TIRED.I'M EXHAUSTED, EXHAUSTED.I MISS 4B, MISS SO BADLY.i miss being with youu,i miss seeing youu every night,i miss sending youu at night,i miss your lame jokes which doesn't even make sense,i miss your smile,i miss your laughter,i miss youu when your going home,i miss looking at youu,i miss staring at youu,i miss saying " merepek uhh " at youu,i miss seeing youu smoke,i miss youu when your beside me,i miss your smell,the smell of youu still lingers at the pillow,and most importantly,i miss you so badly, already.)':
Tell me should i tell youu that i really miss youu ?Really, really and really.i cried so much cause i miss youu so badly.p/s: tired and missed.
"i'mobssesedwithyouu,you'regoneeachnight"
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Dear diary,
Pictures,
On Monday can i capture a picture of youu, boyy ?Maybe it's the last day i'll be meeting youu because december is a long way to go.True friends don't run away, do they ?Youu won't right ?Youu promise me that you'll bring me somewhere on December, remember ?I'll be waiting.i would like to spent that night with youu,only youubecause,you are the one who's going to take me higher.I have a Confession to make.
p/s: promises where not meant to be broken.
"pleasebringmehigher"
Friday, October 9, 2009
Dear diary,
Shooting Star,Can i grant a wish from you, shooting star ?Or maybe make it two.First, i want meet my best(boy)friend again.Second, i want an answer from someone.how do i face you in this manner ?i miss you, boyy.p/s: wishing well or you.
"notthestarsthatshinemebutyouare"
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Dear diary,
Rain,
maybe.
Life is really confusing for people who are still living.This or That ?Do or Don't ?Yes or No ?Can or Not ?Thinking through.
It takes time, so i'm slowly paddling to the end of the answer.
May Allah always be beside me, to choose the right one.
4 6333 86 538 46 663 63 968, ):p/s: confused.
"thedaysseemdarkerwhenyou'renothere"
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Dear diary,
Bring me closer.
Should i or Should i NOT ?
"leavinginthedarkjustscaresmenow"
Friday, October 2, 2009
Dear diary,
ENERGETIC ! *running around*
Chemistry, yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!
3 more days, ):
can i have more time with you ?Labels: 4 5453 968
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Dear diary,
I intend to have bad moods when i'm about to get sick.
I'm not in the mood i feel so restless.
Cuddle me someone, )':
"it'syouwhomilike"
