Sunday, December 13, 2009
Dear diary,
If it wasn't you, who then ?
It's 4.15am and i'm still not sleeping.
I'm still munching on my cup noodle and i'm exhausted.
Exhausted from baking some cheese muffins.
Now, i'm eating like one kind of hungry beast.
The stomach worms wants some food.
-.-'
Cook for me please someone ?
I feel like eating laksa, can ?
Or popiah, better.
I'm not going for soccer training later because i need to surprise someone after training.
Muzahaffar, get ready for you biggest nightmare. Ahahaha !
You've always craving for the cheese muffins right ?
Later yeah ?
Just give me this face with this expression, please.
hahaha !
if it wasn't you whom i love, who else ?
everyday, i felt like meeting you.
know why ?
because i don't have your number eventhough we are at the same team.
tell me, if it wasn't you why am i not looking back at you ?
because i'm shy and because i love you, KF.
i've always hope for you to get my number.
i've always pray to allah to have his will for trying to get you.
because without allah helps and will, i'm sure i can't do it.
i'm just waiting for one day.
that allah will do all this miracle turns to life.
it's the 17th today.
and i want to spend the whole day with you and the rest, again.
this heart will never stop unless it gets you and your love till death do us apart.
i promise myself already to love you even if hurts to.
i promise myself already to never stop loving even if you're not mine.
i'm willing to do anything for you.
one biggest wish of mine is just to have you and be with you till the end of my breath.
p/s: the only one i, love.
"itpullsmeawaywhenyou'renothere"
& wishing it was true.
