Thursday, April 29, 2010
Dear diary,
Time so fast,
Just now went out to City Square, seacrh for clothing and accessories.
Spent about $30 over ? (:
What a great day, enjoyed before we can't enjoy life anymore.
After City Square meet my beloved baby at punggol interchange.
This time, luckly 10 minutes late if not, i cut you into pieces and go fried your meat.
Went to City hall to meet up with Shah and Faiz which i went out just now to City Square.
Straight train to simei.
Heaven.
Baby injured his injured leg 3 times if i'm not wrong.
Again that boy really very stubborn, kill you then you know.
He went home first.
So i went home with shah and faiz to take shah sister from work.
Damn, i miss work.
Then home straight home, abang fall sick.
Luckly got buy him cooling water.
Get well soon abaaaang.
Sayaaaaaaang die.
Pictures of the DAY.
AIR MAX KIDS !
All the faces.
That's all.
Goodnight.
p/s: i love today.
"youandmewillalwayscollide,iloveyou"
& wishing it was true.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Dear diary,
What if thoughts gets weirder,
Have you people ever think how would it be if tomorrow was your last day on earth ?
What would you do to tell the whole world and poeple that you're leaving ?
To seek for forgiveness for the last time.
To see and touch the faces of the people you love.
To tell them that you love them.
For me, its easy.
To type in this blog saying, if i were to go tomorrow. I'm sorry for the wrong things i've done.
To tell you guys, i love you so much even if we fought a lot or hurt each other without realising.
To tell the haters that i love you guys still even though you guys hated me.
Because when you are no longer in this world, people will start missing the things you do to irritate them.
The love you shared and the bonding you growth with each other.
So before anyone of your love one goes away, it's better you cherish them well.
People often change.
I'll be going out with my father later, a daughter day out since it's been so long i haven't go out with him.
A daughter who live without a father love.
What bad things he had done to me, he is still my Papa.
Because i know after this, i won't have a perfect family.
)':
Meeting love later.
p/s: stay with me and feel this heart beats.
"ilovethatlittlegemoookboyyofmine."
& wishing it was true.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Dear diary,
Putting it first among the rest,
Just now work was tiring for overall but the closing was super fun.
First time in my whole life, i finish washing the trays and wiping them clean.
Good Fii.
Feeling tired but couldn't sleep.
I don't know why.
The crews just now was super duper awsome !
I love just now.
More of that time please.
I couldn't sleep because maybe i miss being with you this days.
We're lacking of quality time together right, love ?
p/s: time ?
"youbringmehopeswhenidon'twanthopes"
& wishing it was true.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Dear diary,
I don't have to worry and breakdown,
I know you're there.
(:
Cinta itu abadi.
Cinta itu mulia.
Cinta itu setia.
Cinta itu ikhlas.
Love is truthful.
Love is not lies.
Love is faithful.
Love is sincere.
Love is Wonderful.
Candle light dinner, one day love.
:D
My one and only, mat sempit.
p/s: pills and pills.
"lovesickissick,iloveyoucan?"
& wishing it was true.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Dear diary,
Life isn't fair,
Money does not equal to love.
People say money can't buy love or time.
They are right.
Hope crashes and feel like there's nothing else that i could do in this world.
Parents who can't even give time to their children even for just a minute.
They showered them with just money, how do you feel ?
You'll feel lost don't you ?
Where is the love ?
Where is the care ?
For a reason i feel lost, sad and anger.
I'm jealous with happy familes, seriously i do.
Only a brother that i could count on and his girlfriend.
Also friends, that's all.
How would a child feel ?
Somtimes i wonder, why did this ever happen to brother and me.
What a luck.
i'm pouring my heart out and nobody could hear it.
Sadly, i feel lonely.
I need someone who never gives up on me, supporting and motivating me.
That's all i need.
I may be rebellious but i'll realise fast enough my mistakes.
I need time and currently space.
Make me work till late at night so that i won't go home early feeling so shitty.
)':
Hug me anyone ? Accompany me until i'm fine.
Let me sleep in your arms anyone and make me feel that someone do love me.
At least give me a little hope.
Big brother and Sister you've been the very best for me.
Nurul ain and the rest of you 4 i need you.
Goodbye hopes.
Come back when i'm dead.
p/s: heart pain so painful.
"iwantyouback,amirul"
& wishing it was true.
