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Sunday, July 4, 2010

Dear diary,

Third time and its hard,

Totally, i'm surprise with everything.
It had just ended, my world war 3.
In one week straight we've been fighthing.
A big one.
And, i know some part was my fault.
But some part was you, who kept on blaming that you're not perfect.
So fuck care.

All i did was cry and cry and cry.
I didn't even sleep today.
I couldn't put my head to rest.
I can't put my mind to peace.
My heart is aching so much that i couldn't even feel the pain.
The pieces every where.
And some pieces dissapear, lost just like that.
See how hurtful i may get.
I'm fragile, vulnarable but definitely maybe naive for you.

This third time seems the hardest to apologise.
I need time, space.
If it was the second time, i don't mind i can give it a chance.
But its been thrice this way.

never could imagine we can be like this.

I'm out of words already, i'm speechless.
All i can do now, is kept all this things inside and keep it deeply.
Because some of my feelings i don't like showing where else i love keeping it.

if i can rewind back time, i would love to rewind it.

i'm so in pain.

p/s: a future without fight, how i wish for.

"notalwaysyouwhofeelsthatway,metoo"

& wishing it was true.

the blogster.

Siti Nur Hafizah Bte Musa / SNHBM.
Known as Dummy Fii or even Ketot.
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my say.

Cherish others before it's too late.
Without love or support from others, you are nothing.
Stand by to the people who needs our help.
Give your fullest attention to the people you love before you lose them.

Nobody can change us, we are who we are.
Perfections is not everything, it always comes back to the heart.
In life there will always have some challenges.
It's us to decide to settle it in a fair or unfair way.
Life is precious, so live life to your fullest.

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Plug in to your own IPOD / MP3 / MP4.
Groove to your own beat not others.
Be yourself and stop listening to other people songs, mango fruit !

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